Mar. 2nd, 2012
I got a letter the other day from the benefit people. My benefits are changing, and guess what, i'm gonna be passed over to employment and support allowance (ESA) and i'll have no choice in the matter, it's that or nothing.
So i'm having to fill out a questionnaire and hope for the best.
I've calmed down alot from it, and am in a better frame of mind about it. You can't fight change, it's just the way of life and you have to roll with the waves.
But it did come at the worst time, i boiler broke down and so i was without heating and hot water for a couple of days. It's all fixed now, but was hard.
Then i ran out of my meds, and so had to try and book an emergency phonecall with the doc to get them to write a perscription for me, and typically i get the receptionist with a bad attitude, eventually i fought an appointment out of her. And then my phone played out when the doc called, eventually i did get through and i was out shopping and was informed i had 5 mins to get there to pick it up before the surgery closes. So we dashed out of there, and luckily for me a couple were being let out and a nice lady from reception let me in to collect it.
After that Ben treated me to a meal at our local Wimpy, which was really nice and i started to de-stress.
So all in all a very ARGH couple of days, but it seems to be all fine now. Just waiting for the questionnaire form :/
You took my hand
You showed me how
You promised me you'd be around
I took your words
And I believed
You said to me